So, today ash left, I mean I have never said out any names, but Ansh is my friend in hostel in my college, and the guy was nice, I was not I knew, I was always very hard on him, always demanding more. Now that he's gone, it's fine by me. because now I'm at that stage where I know people will come and go, it's the memories which one should cherish, I remember the times when we had stopped going to the Akka's place, because she though we were stealing. And me and him were robbers, we used to legit steal things from shops, at the starting it was fun, but then it became a habit, like every time we went to a shop, we'd steal something or another. So yesterday, we got curd, and we ate it and I realized that might be the best thing or the time with him while we ate curd outside the girl's hostel. Will I miss him, yes I will, but will I ever demand his presence no, because I know I cannot ask something which so dumb. (I was him like that, because I wanted him to do things on his own and not depend on other people, and I guess I do it wrong, I demand from people whom I don't love and not from the people I love, but I demanded from him).
Apart from him, I have started maintaining all the activities which I do at the end of the days as to be more productive. It's going well, and I'm trying to give myself again to people, but I'm not able to give my all to them, and it's disturbing, I give it all but still I find that I'm not giving it all all.
I'll work on it, I guess I need to take time off these things and focus more on things which are more productive.
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