okay is the coolest word !!

 It's Diwali, and there's so much going on which I cannot comprehend. But it's fine. 

I guess everything is going in a steady pace. I like beaches apparently I thought those places are only worth going if there was a new memory I had to make. But actually fine. I like it there, it's no temple, or any mosque where I'd pray now. But it's fine. 

And I guess this will be the end of blogging. I might start another later someday, my own web hosted blog. But I'm done, having to feel like a community. I wish there were more places I could have been with you. I wish we could have stolen those strawberries. I feel like I did so many things wrong, I was more immature than my 15 year old self. And I'm not saying if things went back the way they were before, everything would workout, it won't. It never will I guess. But I'll be there, I don't know what Im saying but I don't know. 

Now it's like I wish there was one more day that I could irritate you more, so that we wouldn't be together, that I wish I did not get that lighter, and I still have it and I 'm not angry or in regret or anything but, just doesn't click right. It just does not. 

And I wish, I could show you my Campus.