So, good day, not very good but just decent, like a normal day only, didn't like a bit of it, though I suppose the people around me loved it, I wore a saree, I danced with people.
And didn't liked any bit of it. Like I'm trying to do things with people but it's just not working out with them. And it was shit just shit. I would have rather chocked over a 2 year old used condom used for anal!! it was that bad. And I don't understand why, like I tried and tried and I was smiling, I was happy but not actually, it felt like I have compromised. and yup that's it.
And it's really hard for me to tell these things to anyone, because it's just too much. And I don't understand why people think I'll leave them or think anything bad for them, like it's my least concern, I have better things to worry about, like write a blog. And it's super fun for me too at least, that I have a habit and a habit tracker.
So I'll study rn, I'm revising French and thinking how not to open up to people, because some cool people just make me. Also the flowers look nice, with ciggs it would be better !!!
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