My heart's is racing like a bunny in that tortoise and rabbit race. and I don't know why is it beating so fast, I feel tiered like I wanna lay down and sleep, but I cannot I need to study, currently I am in library and I am studying here, I was reading one book and now I cannot find that one, so I am reading a new one and will continue to read it.
I really have to work a lot, you see, talent always looses when it becomes lazy as hard work beats over it. And I wished I could talk to someone, like it's nice having someone, but it's fine I will study and then I will doze off as soon as I go back to hostel.
On the Bangalore trip I guess I may not go, let's see what happens.
Mann my heart it's beating way too fast I guess I will faint, I had food after two days and I am continuously having water and energy drinks. I won't lose this way, this has happened before and it's happening again I know I will do good, whatever be it.
I am trying not to spend a lot of money, I am controlling it as much as I can.
I hope I just stay alive, though I think I am having a lust for knowledge and I guess I will die because of it, or maybe it's the cancer.
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