12:17 - 12:24

 "Ek baar fir tu hass ke zara dekh le meri aakoh mai ked karle mai teri baate"

I had promised one thing in Jan when everyone was hyping about Anuv Jain that I will never listen to any of his songs, well I was the one who said "Change is the only constant" so, yup. 

I did not visit safaa because I was doing something else, also I'm getting the idea of smoking weed, but I don't really want to do it but I'm having such bad temptations for it. I know if I smoke once everything will be done so I won't. 

Alos I'm making a routine of how I will sit down for studying. 

1. Read a self improvement book 

2. Think of how great life can be 

3. Meditate with everything out of mind 

4. Do something which you really like (academic) 

5. Start loving life (gay)

6. And then start studying non stop !!

7. oh yeah oh yeah ( I just wanted to add an point) 

Also I'm planning to ask this girl out (properly), I'll have to travel a bit but it's fine. I'll look into it, I will be fine, I will be just fine.