5:43 - 5:50

 So, I'm at the beach and looking here just makes me go "ohh Lala"

I'm loving it here, and it feels so amazing, all alone but at the same time so sad. The reason I came here just giving me one hit to another, though I have tried one more thing. Also I have started writing everything down in a small pad so that's really fun to do. 

Just imagine you are at the beach with so much wholesomeness and instead of clicking pictures you write in a small pad in the beach. Rn I'm in a seat writing my blog, not that anyone cares I feel so good. With a good balance in the bank and just my stuff. I have not taken any hotel so didn't had any bath or got chance to brush my teeth, I'll see what to do. 

I think I can stay here for another 3 years. Not because of someone but because, it's really fun. All the people are looking at me "ohh writing in his laptop in the beach, ohh you think you are smarter than us?" no I'm not, maybe a little but I just want to be cool, and she's the coolest. I guess it'll be sunrise very soon. 

So I better go and enjoy, uhm uhm sorry cherish this moment as much as I can since I know there's no one with whom I could play beach kabadi with, so yup but still it's fine. I really really hope that I will be better off without her, I really do I must accept this. what that senior did for me, I hope I can do the same for someone in near future. like 2-3 years from now. uhhh it is good