Thursday, April 20, 2023

2:20 - 2:28

 So, I went in this website today for some work and it fucking destroyed my laptop, not like destroy, destroy but just had made my laptop working slow. 

Also I understood that leaving smoking brings in a heavy toll on mental health, like it is responsible for the release of nicotine and since I didn't had that today it fucked my mind, but as soon as I felt dizzy like good good, like I was very happy but then I had smoke before my nap and when I woke up, I was so much energetic and so I guess I need to work on that. I'll have juice from now on. 

I got Pokemon games today from my friends, now I'm thinking when to play them, I thought of giving one hour of time everyday after dinner, but usually after dinner I take a bath because of all the sweat and everything, so I guess after 5oclock I can do that, since after my classes I'm usually very inactive and maybe using my time in the game would just help me in one way or another. 

Also meditation is good, like actually good, you have to give it some time, but it will remove you from all the distractions. And I'll switch to an android phone very soon, because this iPhone is fucking addictive, so maybe a normal one wouldn't do much harm, I'll save for it, also I need to work on my grammar, I guess I don't write things which I think in my head. Like I forget a few things in middle it's upto the third person interpretation I guess. 

And I'm forcing myself to journal everyday, because I wanna have good habits. 

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